The randomness of my life
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He either wants me or he doesnt i dont want this i dont know bullshit. Love me want me kiss me hold me and be around me. Or im gone.

Michelle K., How do You Recover? pt. 3 (via michellekpoems)

How scary it is
to learn how to trust yourself
all over again.
To stand at the cliff,
look over the edge,
and really see all of the damage
you have done to yourself.
You are believing in your ability
to step back and move along.
You are believing in your ability
to love yourself again.

(via the-random-quotes)

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." - Marilyn Monroe

I still feel like other than my two best friends.

No one actually knows how i really am. 

When im upset and happy and all the other emotions i go through.

And trying to open up to someone new. IT’s really harrrrrrrrrrd

My two ex’s have fucked up my whole way of taking a relationship.

And how i process shit. 

But i’m gonna stop them from ruining my life.

It’s my time to be happy.

Honestly i should be drinking water instead of alcohol right now.

But my throat hurts and it helps.

heteroh:

i want someone to love me as much as i hate myself

(via heteroh)

How long til you knew you loved someone.

And that you felt you had the capabilities to love them?

Cause I think i’m heading to that point again.

And I’m trying not to give too much of myself away but if i fall i fall hard.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO on this note. I want him to know me.

And I want to stop being so guarded.

It’s just hard because i still let other shit affect me.

So to this. I say, I have loved twice, And I have lost twice as hard. 

And I’m hoping third time the charm will not break me. 

I have tatttoo inspiration i for sure want i white elephant on my lower right side. And i want addams family and a pocohontas tattoo on my arm. Cause im full of awesome.
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